heyy ,

heeellllooooo :) jrg gler update ouh skang . rse2nye i'll make a new blog . i want a change . hmm . i juz got back from sabah btw . it was fun . different but interesting . ohh , tanjung aru was beautiful ! the mount kinabalu , too . long story short , i had a great vacation ! :D okayy , bye2 .

reunion <33 // 121209

heyy :) i had a reunion with my old friends - year 6 friends . it was fun . dpt jumpe balek kwn2 lame ;D so , here it goes ..

first , i went to tasha's hse . then , tunggu farra . farra pon sampai abt 20 mins later . then , tasha's mom ade prob sikit . so , we hv to wait . lps tu lak , ammelia call . dier ckp nak ambil kteorg but gi rmh syira dulu . after a few minutes , we head off to tropicana golf club . dh lme ohh x gi situ .

the boys ngah maen bowling . the girls just duduk , doing what we do best - sembang2 , and makan . lps habis mkn , mak nadiah hntr diorang kat cineleisure . we hv to wait 4 the 2nd trip sbb movie diorang start at 1.00pm . kteorg , 1.30pm . sambil tunggu tuh , ambil gambar ahh . merayau2 . hehe .

bile samapi sane , we terus gi msk cinema . xde beli popcorn ke pape . guess what ? we watched new moon . heyy , it's my 3rd time . really ! HAHA . mule2 nak tgk zombieland tp 18pl lak . so tukar ahh . yg dok kat blkg tuh lak , our old friend gak - zuhair . mse tgk movie , adek dier - yazir kott name dier ( peduli ape ) gi sepak2 lak kerusi . farra gler geram ahh . haha . semua bnde dier ckp ;)

mse dh habis tgk movie , nmpk nazirah . then , alif lak . haha . oooo , suddenly ade one guy nie with a dslr camera panggil kteorg . diorang ade promote movie baru - pulau asmara kalo x silap . jumpe faizal af4 . amik gmbr skali ouh ! b'getar2 . HAHA :P then , gi mkn ice cream mcd .

lps tu , gi jumpe the guys kat the curve // subway . then , popular . lps tuh , balek . gler penat . anyways , i had a great time <333333 ! :DDDDD . ily guys soooooo muchhhh ! MUAHHHHH ! lol :P k , tata . nite :)

Yiruma

ahah , lame gler x update =.=' i miss blogging though . but first , hello ! :D today was awesome ! hang out with my cousins belah papa . heeeee :) heyy , guess what ? i met M last saturday ! yaww ! gler aa ;) HAHA :P bla bla bla .

hmm , as u can see , the title is " Yiruma " . let me tell u guys something about him . he's a pianist :) RIVER FLOWS IN YOU is like the best song ever that he made . i fell in love with it since the first time i heard it . honestly :) and that's when i was inspired to play the piano but i know it's like totally hard to play his song cuz he's a pro . all the fingers here and there . lol . but when u get it right , it'll be so FREAKING AWESOME !

the first time i heard it was when i searched for Bella's Lullaby . you know , the twilight scene . when edward's playing the piano . yeahhh . btw , he is so like so like very cute :DD HAHA . there's a complication between Bella's Lullaby & River Flows In You . so , i checked it out . it was AWESOME . so does B.Lullaby but i hv to admit , Yiruma's song is more calm , inspiring & just makes u thought about life . mostly love . heh :P

you should see the video where he's playing the piano . see his face when he's playing . i'm amused , man ! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :) i keep playing it again & again & again . blahh . okeyhh . this is the end for today . tata :D

Cheya <33

happy birthday , cheya !

may Allah bless u alwys .

i hope u'll be an amazing architect one day .

shine in ur own unique way .

no matter what ,

i will always love you :)

Love ,

Dhira

SKTTDI's canteen day

woahhh . today was tiring . as u can see , i went to skttdi's canteen day . my cuz & i went to th ghost hse 4 like 2/3 times . itu je yg best kott =.=' . yg laen food , food & moreeeeee food ! haha . muke2 kat situ cam knl je . deja vu :P .

x taw nak tulis ape dh . penat sgt . hehe . k ahh . astalavista !

to Julia ,

hyeee :) weyh , don't be sad okay ? i know its kinda hard to get over it but juz be strong ! heyy , it took months me to forget a crush . baru crush bkn bf taw ! haha . one thing that inspires me is that eventhough you hv a broken heart , u can still be positive . that's great . at least , u hv urself to make u smile . that's the most important thing . actually , friends can't help u in everything . they can help u in most problems but not everything . yeahh .

i can see that self confidence in you , babe :) we are always there to help you . x kesah aa when or where . a gift of a friend no ? ;D my fav quote - " being urself is more attractive than trying to be someone else . " my point is don't change urself juz b'coz of some boy . being u is the best & most fun that u'll ever be . everyone has its own uniqueness :D

heyy , mistakes comes to us . we can't run from them but we can solve it or make it better in many ways . kalo u phm aa . hehe . Mike did a mistake . hmm , a wise man once said , " learn from your mistakes . " the mistakes that we made is what makes who we are today . haha . agak memeningkan . Mike didn't realize what he did was wrong kott =.='

Julia , some say don't cry . it will make u weaker . some say juz cry . it's like throwing ur sorrowness inside of u . it depends on what u believe in . it doesn't matter if u want or don't want to cry . crying is a natural thing that happen to humans when they are sad kan ? so , it's not wrong but if don't want to , it's okay gak .

" i rather be the genius one than the hot one , " said the special one . hehe ;) remember that x ? u are one of a kind , dear . a man who cheats you is a dumbass . ohoh . haha . it happens all the time - someone does not appreciate wht she/he has until its gone .

juz be happy no matter what aa ! go suceed in wht u want ! go go go ! haha . love ya ! :D

p.s ; sorry for the long long 'letter' . dunno how to shorten it . this is the shortest that i can think of . haha . all comes from the heart . a bit of sense of confusion . hehe

love ,

Dhira

dark secrets

wow ! today was scarryy in a way . okay , here it goes ..

Julia juz found out that Mike had cheated on her . he has 2 other gfs ! - Tuti & Laila . Julia found out by stalking in some way . haha . thank god , it leads to a secret . then at skool , Julia asked one of Tuti's friend if Tuti is hving a r/ship with Mike . juz to check whether it's true or not . she said yes :O . duhh , Julia's heart broke . luckily , she can share this with her friends .

Tuti , a girl who is a playgirl . she already has a bf but still wants to hv a r/ship with Mike . that is soo pathetic . one is enough lah , biatch ! honestly , she's a jackass :) MUAHAHAHAHA !

at recess , she found out that Mike was hving another affair . it's about Laila . Julia's heart was so crushed . Julia & her girlfriends start to chat about him . wht he had done was juz wrong . then , some of his darker secrets are revealed . gross , man ! the situation at that time was kinda blue . hmm , both blue - sad & yeah , blue blue :P ahah

Laila didn't know that Mike was cheating on her either . she was suprised when Julia told her about Tuti . so , she's totally innocent .

Julia told Michelle that Laila's geng & Tuti's geng kinda fought . finally , Mike clashed with those two girls . the three girls are juz friends with Mike , i guess . he realized his mistakes . that's good than doing the same thing agian & again right ?

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yeah2

ello :) juz watched oprah . ( lol ) psl whitney houston tuh . she inspires me :) now , her music is wht i call good music . sorry , no - * GREAT music . most of whitney's songs has a true meaning . nty dhira post one of her songs . the meaning to the song is juz big ! kalo rajin ahh . hehe . u guys shud hear this song - Dj Bounce " close to you " @ the ori one by Avant . soooo cute ;D

yawww ! today was sweeetttt . haha :DD *wider smiles

ngeeee . ily , Mr. A :) lalalala . he was like malu2 owh . cutayy ;P ( ayt taik . pedulikan )

a few mins ago , tgk ahh profile sape2 kat myspace . then , jumpe ahh sorang ni - johan . he reminds me of M :( that is juz so pathetic , man . bla bla bla . whtvr . * breathes in & out

sosososososo , my end-year exam results are better than wht i got before . 7 A's & 1 B . alhamdulillah . SPM is near . wow weee ~ td juz chatted ngan pei ern kat fc . one time tuh , she said " ... syakir . " dhira ," whattt ? " she said juz kidding tp asal lak si mamat tuh ? haha . pei ern , pei ern :) okay ahh . that's all . adios !

p.s i love you

ahhh . i juz love this movie soooo much ! the best romantic comedy movie ever ! it makes me dream again & again :) a perfect one . wonderfully made . the place , soundtracks , cast - juz fits together . before this , i didn't know that ireland is such a beautiful place . omg , all green - calm , peace , relaxing . gah !

u guys want to know something ? today ( 31/10 ) is the day when M & i known each other :')pfft ! :P haha . naahhh , nak lupekan dier . heyy , ( in a wierd way ) i feel free now . i don't really get it though . but , whtvr . life must go on right ? i feel much much better . honestly :D

okayy , that's all . tata :)

ohh , ilyt , dear :)

yo ! :) lol . today was fun . faz said , " i prefer to be the genius one than the hot one . " then i said , " btol tuh . kalo hot mne pon tp bodo , xkan gi mne ahh . " faz , " ahh , ily , dhira . " dhira , " asal lak ? " faz , " kite nie satu kepale . " haha :D but that is FACT ! the starting of today was boring tp lame2 tuh best ahh . mse lps solat asar , farwi suro wat tudung style endon ( wht i call it . x taw wht's the real name ) mmg pecah perot dowh . tp x jd wat sbb pn.waheedah dh dtg . dpt tgk mai wat . LOL . anyways , i had a great day with my bestfriends ;D <33333 ! arrivederci :)

end

heyyy ! dh lame gler ouh x tulis kat blog . imy :) haha . exam is over . yeah , baby ! tp result aa . so this means x merdeka 100% lgi :( so far so good lah . now , i'm addicted to " thriller " and rubik's cube . hehe . back to novels . dh lme x bukak ouh . rse kejap je dh nak cuti akhir thn . wow . hey , i'm trying to be a better person right now . inside & out =.=' kalo u guys phm aa . yadayadayada . k ahh . buhbye :)

i guess no

hyehye ! :) dh lame x update . yeah . heyy , korang patot tgk Sydney White . 4 girls its an " ahhh ! " movie . juz amazing . wht can i say ;D . ahahah ! anyways , pmr is this week . yaww ! pekse akhir thn is next week . dh aa 2 minggu . man ! xpe2 , lps tuh bole rilek2 kott . currently listening to - Kriss allen's " Live like we're dying " & Wang Lee Hom's " Chun yu li xi guo de tai yung " :) k ahh . bye2 <3

ahahaha

pictures ;

a ) my fav - ' The Vintage Pout ' ( 2nd pic ) . haha . that's wht i call it ;D sory , i didn't zoomed it .

b ) pelita mlm2 at my hse

c ) pop pop - a must hv every year :)

d ) an old fashioned pelita / a classic pelita :D

on the 1st day of raya ;

gi umah daddy lu . mkn2 , sembang2 . amik gamba , duit raya ;) . haha . then , gi gombak . nenek xde ;( - kat penang . huhu . again , amik gamba bnyk2 . wooosh . otw balek , jumpe din beramboi - actor tuh . hihihi :P lps tuh , gi umah mamatok lak . cam biase :D



2nd day of raya ;

x gi mne2 . dok umah . tolong mama masak rendang & mee bandung kalo x silap . heeee . ponat ! best gak lah . maen bunga api sampai kol 1 pg . haha . bgos la tuh . hehe ;)



3rd day of raya ;

papa's family members came . mkn2 . ohh , dhira bru je taw yg sam - vocalist bunkface is my 2nd cousin ! :D then , bout 11.00 a.m. , we went off to jeram - their hometown . otw gi sane , lalu kat puncak alam . scenery dier chantek dowh . relaxing . 1st hse - ade accident happened . 2nd hse - x ingt yg mne . hehe . 3rd hse - full of fruit trees . there , someone told me bout arwah tok lang - a lady in her 60's who rode a roller coaster at genting & she was hving a wicked time ! haha . a true happy-go-lucky one indeed . 4th hse - umah kg papa mse kecik2 dulu . b4 , it was a wooden hse . there , i heard bout my uncle's & aunt's experience living there . yg klakar nye was about goin' to the toilet . mmg gler aa . lgi2 , bile time mlm . x berani gi . haha . that was the last hse at jeram . then , my family , atam & i went off to subang jaya , tok muda's hse . did wht i've done at any hse tht i had visited . haha . ayt gler ouh :P lps tuh , hntr atam balek kat bsd . ehem ehem , papa's phone tinggal kat tok muda's hse . aiyaaaa . kne gi balek aa . mmg penat gler aa today . huhu :)

so , i guess tht's all . tata :)

RAYA !

assalamualaikum :) heeee . raya is juz around the corner ! i knw tht it is still early to wish tp tkot nty x sempat je . so , dhira nak mintak maaf kalo ade wat salah , sakitkan hati korang , tersilap cakap , tibe2 kutuk korang ke . ape2 je lah . i'm juz like any other human being who makes mistakes & learn from their past . maafkan dhira taw :) .

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ampun & maaf seandainya ,
terkasar bahasa ,
tersilap bicara ,
termarah yang tak kena ,
tertanya tak tentu hala ,
tersasul yang tak sengaja ,

terpukul kat mana-mana ,
terpekik di telinga ,
terhantuk di kepala ,
terpinjam harta-benda ,
termoody tak semena-mena ,
terumpat bila-bila ,
termacam-macam lagi
yang kena mengena

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" SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI ! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN . "

- nadhira -

woah :O

hyeeee ! it was sooo weird when i dreamt about a ghost who is a killer & was a father who kills his family & close ones . haha . i dunno how to explain it clearly :) . lps sahur aa . it was a nightmare ! luckily , mama woke me up . haha . thank u ! :D bgon2 je tros muke cam ntah pape - biar betik ape yg aku mimpi td ? pelik gler . yeke ? . something like that . ohh & today , there was a lisan test . klaka gler group kteorg . b'lakon tu lakon tp asyik t'gelak2 je . mmg x leh bla . lgi2 time farwi t'salah ckp . dhira x ingt wht's the ayt . ohh ohh & time zulaikha berdoa . nak berdoa pon t'gelak2 . cikgu ruhaizah pon gelak mmg wow aahh . x pernah tgk cikgu gelak cam tuh . in a gud way lah . and time balek lak , jumpe seseorang ;) . haha . he saw me , i saw him ! awww ! blahhhh . tepat2 time kluar dr van nmpk sorang mamat ni yg ku pernah minati :P ayt x leh bla ouh x) tomorrow is a holiday ! actually , one week . heeee :) okayy , g2g . TATA <3

wow

hello :) it has been a while since my last update . anyways , today , i saw mama chan's new haircut . kte satu geng lah teacher ! :D haha . yeah , i cut my hair & ohh i'm loving it . lol . whtvr . i hv been thinking bout the world outside the skool . gah , this & that . that & this . bla bla bla . raya raya raya ! :) cuti cuti cuti ! :D homework homework homework ! :P haha . yeah2 . okayy . g2g . tata !

bye2 exam , hello holidays !

hye ! ohohoh , exam week is over ! ohh yeah ! holidays , here i come . haha . after skool , my friends & i were like " OHH YEAH ! WEEE ! YAY ! " . haha . irfan x habis2 ckp , " ala , xpe . cuti dah . " he keep saying that again & again . haha . mse dlm van , he ate some crontoz . ade aa style dier tuh . i was sitting behind him . he was giving me those puppy eyes kinda look . lps tuh , ade crontoz t'jatoh . haha . dier pon t'gelak . mmg x leh blaa . ramadhan is tomorrow ! wee :) . & tomorrow also represents the 7th anniversary of our friendship , B :D . wow , 7 years ! aww ;') . i miss those old days . haha . anyways , here's to our 7 years of friendship ! :)

unbreakable

heyyy :) . been thinking a lot these few days . A LOT i say . hmm , u know how does it feels when u're betrayed by friends ? i just miss the old days . there are only a couple of TRUE friends . less than ten i can say . yg laen2 tuh juz ' kawan ' . backstabbers , no respesct , big headed and many more lah . at the end , i realized that i'm juz mad at one person right now . she nvr respects me . how could you earn respect if u even can't give or show respect to others ? that's fact lah ! since last year u can't fit into the puzzle of my life . yeah . or maybe u juz hve to find harder . mocking people without looking at urself in the mirror - what u said is what u are . why can't u see the feelings of the people that u mocked when u r mocking to 'em ? is it so hard ? the face shows already aa . whatever ahh ! i wrote here to let go of my anger of u . that i kept for a little while . i don't want my heart to be dark juz coz of u . i hope u'll change one day !

* sape2 t'rase sory ahh . she is neither of you readers . *

scream !

heyy :) my throat is sooo dry after screaming like a maniac . just because of 2 tiny little thingy's' :P . u know laa . ahaha . papa xde . so , there's only just us 3 girls at home . huhu . & i'm the one who has to kill it . dah la dlm gelap . aiya ! mse naek ats , tasya & i was laughing our ass out :) . tadi at skool , aidi tanye , " ko sokong bn x ? " . i answered , " x " . he said , " bontot najmi " . haha . and then mse lps solat , najmi x habis2 " oh..my..gosh! " . gedik ahh ! haha . anyways , lalala . bye2 :)

mama ! <3

ily ! " happy birthday ! " :) actually , her b'day was 1st aug . tp x dpt on9 . haha . k ahh . tata <>